I don't know if any of you remember how I was after I lost the Power Team contest. I couldn't scrap for two months. i was thinking of changing my hobby. it lost all it's fun for me. I swore I would never do that to myself again.
which is why I think I'm nuts for appying for another design team. This one is a new product manufacturer. Scuttlebutt says they have worked in the scrapbook industry and have designed some really cute product. I like the terms of agreement for the DT. cash for pages is my way of thinking ;) so, just for the heck of it, I'm going to go for it. I also hope I can do this without getting too worked up and emotionally involved. I guess this is my test for taking myself a bit less seriously, a test to see if I can persue higher levels in the industry as a page designer without losing myself in it.
It will be interesting.